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ewa ([personal profile] hyalinee) wrote in [community profile] sportsfest 2018-07-23 01:28 pm (UTC)

FILL: Team Knife Emoji, G

Ship/Character: Hinata Shouyou/Kozume Kenma
Fandom: Haikyuu!!
Major Tags: none
Other Tags: none
Word Count: 405
Remix Permission: pls ask

hello linn,,,

***

you left me behind without a second thought.

well, maybe that's unfair of me to say.

you left to go catch the stars in your hands, see the edges of everything so you could pull them together, make something of this vast, weird world we have.

that's better, right?

you left me behind and i watched you go, because i couldn't stop you. maybe i didn't really want to stop you, i just wanted you to stay. we've always been apart and we were only just starting to learn to be together. i was learning you were messy and i was messier, that between us the floor was a laundry basket of some sorts. i was learning you knew how to make tamagoyaki and curry and between us we could sort of cobble a meal together.

i was learning your dreams were even bigger than i thought they were.

see, where i saw danger and reason for caution, you saw possibility and endless potential. so you left, and all i hear from you now are texts that take longer and longer to come.

your last message was two months ago, and i'm still thinking about it. i wonder where you are now, if you're still the same as you are when you left. but of course you aren't. i've changed while you were gone, and you would have changed too, with all your new experiences. you're changing at a rate i cannot see or calculate or predict, and i don't know if it frightens me or intrigues me more.

will i recognise you the next time we meet?

well, i don't suppose it matters. i cannot tell you everything that is happening with me, all the things that have changed. i don't know all the ways i have changed either, but i know i have been growing older and growing up.

they say that you will be coming back soon, but time moves differently for you in space, where you measure time at the speed of light. we are growing apart, you in your changing rates of time, while i move at the same pace i have my whole life. it's a strange thought, isn't it?

but you've never been the one to think about these things. you have always run forward, reach forwards, trying to grasp new things.

i admire it, i do. but sometimes i wish it wouldn't take you so far away.

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